If you were...

The cold sweeps in as the door shuts
You were never mine yet I loved you as if you were
I dreamed as if you were
I hoped as if you were
I talked to you in my head as if you were
But you weren’t
Never will be
I know you want to be
I wonder if you loved me as if you were
If you dreamed as if you were
Hoped as if you were
And talked to me in your head as if you were
Selflessly I’ll walk away knowing you never were
I don’t want to hurt you, but you’re with her
Glassy eyes filled with tears dreaming as if you were
Glancing, cold, dark all around
It’s like you never were…