Enough....

All I’ve ever done was never good enough.


Not me, not who I am.

I was not enough for you.

Always pushing, always bleeding me dry.

I’m tapping out, I cannot fight anymore.

I need to go but before I do, tell me I’m good enough.



When I’m gone don’t cry for me, I wasn’t enough.

I will no longer be around to disappoint you,

Won’t ever be the one making you frown.

You can be happy now once it’s done, it will be good enough.

I’m tapping out, I cannot fight anymore.

I need to go but before I do, tell me I’m good enough.



I used to dream of making u say it.

Making you look at me like that, the way you looked at others.

In the end I guess it was not for me, to be enough.

I never was, will never hear it…

I’m tapping out, I cannot fight anymore.

I need to go but before I do, tell me I’m good enough.

Racing heart, hands trembling, we reach the point of no return… The words cannot be unsaid, the tears cannot be uncried… The depth of emotion swirling in my gut causes me to stop… I reach across the great divide of our fear and my hand caresses your face… You’re so perfect in who you are, your very being the reason for my existence… Your eyes meet mine and a solitary tear rolls to hit the floor… Tearful smile, last embrace… Footsteps out the door… Dying slowly with each step, life drains from my core…

If I could...I would.

If I could look into your eyes and tell you the secrets within, I would.

If I could get you to let me in, I would.

If I could be the one you let make you happy, I would.

If I could find words to give to you, I would.

If I could tell you the way you make me feel, I would.

If I could go back and steal your heart again, I would.

If I could take back our dreams and make them real, I would.

If I could show you a lifetime of joy, I would.

If I could just be there in your arms - one more time, I would.

If I could lose myself in you, I would.

If I could...I would.

I watch you and ache to be yours,

That smile, that touch, I crave.

I've lost it all before but I will fight,

I will fight the dark, the demons and more.

The fear I felt before has faded,

The light pours through the cracks.

I've lost it all before but I will fight,
I will fight the dark, the demons and more.

Treading now on broken glass,

Footsteps gentle in the night.

I've lost it all before but I will fight,
I will fight the dark, the demons and more.

Pressing on to the morning,

My goal, my life, my love.

I've lost it all before but I will fight

I will fight the dark, the demons and more.

Gently the shadows settle

Darkness covering the light

Embracing our fears and dragging them out

Silence screams from it's rocky perch

Breaking into the realm below

Peace surrendered, my pulse quickens, driving my soul to run

In its desperate chase

Escape it does not find

The darkness resides within

No rest, no peace, no sleep

Evermore, evermore the shadows gently settle

Darkness covering the light.

The wind and rain slam on the windows, my soul stirs in grief.

This pain, this dark, I can no longer fight you.

Eyes shut I scream inside, slowly sinking into your abyss.

Taking your hand, as I step – the flowery meadow fades to black – shivers course my spine.

Icy cold hands and solid black eyes, your kiss so frigid.

Darkness comforts me, silently you guide me.

Long dark road, quietly welcoming.

Breathing deep, this pain slices my soul, take my hand – let’s go.

Screaming for peace, my spirit rips in two, this dark that you are, devours me more.

We walk in silence, hand in hand.

Your icy cold now mine, I feel myself sliding away.

My solace in your secret place, my eyes burn with tears.

This way, this out, I can no longer fight you.

Your embrace surrounds me and you take me deeper, darkness I fear you not.

At peace inside, the light fades away, enveloped by the shadows you bring.

I no longer feel as we take the last step, plunging into full pitch black.

This pain, this dark, I can no longer fight you…

There are no words needed,

Just that feeling.

There is no touch required,

Just that feeling.

That feeling holds me soul and steals my heart.

That feeling drives fear into my deepest dark.

There is no lie,

Just that feeling.

There is no need for anything,

Just that feeling.

That feeling says it all, yet nothing at all.

That feeling captured my soul and guides my paths.

That feeling is you, so pure, so true.