Falling back into the dark, pain the only reminder of life
Fail the aching heart; I would know the beat is gone.
The nights are mine alone again, hurting, seeking the truth.
Truth, love, lies, broken promises and shattered dreams.
Surrender and retreat call my name as once again I hide.
Back behind my walls where I was once safe
Crawling, near death, to the place that was my sacred sanctum
Go now, take back with you the memories that will feed the pain
Take the sweet words that once made me believe
Take the gentle kisses and morning love, take it all and go
I need to heal, need to fight for life again
Need to find me, fight this pain
Live my life