terrified of what lay beyond, the fragile heart opens the door to a world that was once nothing but pain / she no longer feels beyond the grave / heart and soul cold and torn, nothing worth life's time / wistfully staring into the night sky, at home in the blackness / treading on broken dreams and stolen whispers, she fears the steps she takes / knowing her last lies this way....


she only longs for one, the one on the other side / the void as wide as the oceans depth / tenderly, her soul bleeds / she knows his pain, his broken lonley heart / desperate to reach across, to touch his weary soul / yet, the distance is her ban / treading on broken dreams and stolen whispers, she fears the steps she takes / knowing her last lies this way....

memories ringing sweet and true, the fragile heart covers her ears / hearing nothing but the silent scream from within / falling admist the dampened daisies, tears stain her pale cheeks / rising weakly, making her way back from the beyond / fading into the night, she no longer dreams / treading on broken dreams and stolen whispers, she fears the steps she takes / knowing her last lies this way...

Sweet Surrender

My heart racing in my chest, our eyes meet.
Weak at the knees as your eyes search mine
Looking into my very soul, the way none has before
Glancing away I break your spell
You breath so soft and gentle
My eyes return your gaze
I have no escape from you, the one who owns my soul
Trembling as your fingers brush my cheek I let you in
Sweet surrender, take me all

Silently a solitary tear rolls down my face
The coming of this moment has been too long
Quietly you pull me close and I feel myself surrender
The magic of your touch guiding me to heights above
Again your eyes search my inner being and I let you in
You fill my being, soul and existence, completing me wholly
Sweet surrender, take me all

My lover & I...

Smashing into silence like a knife into flesh our cries hit the air / Trembling quietly as we ride the clouds / I am you and you are me / Inside and out my lover I am yours / Gripping and grinding at flesh / Greedily wanting more / Quickly we climb then gently we soar / My lover and I we see the stars / Feel the moisture of lust / This time this space is ours / My lover and I / Aching to stay together / Dying slowly while we are apart / Taking my hand you lead me there / Eyes closed with passion / Grace and splendor as we drive to the edge / The edge of our cliff / My lover and I / The world outside they know us not / In our secret place / Sanctity and love / Smashing into silence like a knife into flesh our cries hit the air / My lover and I…

Silent Angel

Silent angel, cries inside
Tears no soul can hear
In her mind, the world is fair
In her reality, it has stripped her bare
Her soul for the taking, no longer alive
Dead inside, she walks in the night
Fears and foes, all grow dim
No more, no more for this heart of tin

Silent angel, with demons to fight
Ignoring the pain, the torture within
The ones she thought she knew
Were lies sent to mislead her shattered heart
Bleeding palms and tear sodden cheeks
Losing the fight to the dark
To the silence of the night
The solace of the cold embrace of nothing

Lighting tears the sky, her soul sears
There are no longer lies, only hidden truths
Rain slicing her skin, wings tattered and torn
This silent angel fights no more
The night her cloak, her way set
Heading to the edge, the edge of the abyss
Wings spread wide, toes overstepping the boundary
Silent angel, free fall to solace, hurt and pain no more.

LIve my life...

Falling back into the dark, pain the only reminder of life


Fail the aching heart; I would know the beat is gone.

The nights are mine alone again, hurting, seeking the truth.

Truth, love, lies, broken promises and shattered dreams.

Surrender and retreat call my name as once again I hide.

Back behind my walls where I was once safe

Crawling, near death, to the place that was my sacred sanctum

Go now, take back with you the memories that will feed the pain

Take the sweet words that once made me believe

Take the gentle kisses and morning love, take it all and go

I need to heal, need to fight for life again

Need to find me, fight this pain

Live my life

The Edge Of The Night

This lonely heart of mine was dead, wrapped in darkness.

Lost in my dreams, I traveled till I reached the edge, the edge of the night

Finding light was not a concern, solace in the shadows.

Life would not leave me there, on the edge, the edge of the night

The light came in the form of love, love from afar

I have been saved from the edge, the edge of the night

Warm heart, warm hands holding me close


No more fear, no more need to run from the edge, the edge of the night


Running to you is all I need to do when things seem too heavy


Your love makes my soul weightless away from the edge, the edge of the night


The days are few, the nights are less till we are together

That day we will stand together on the edge, the edge of the night.

Dirty Angel

Dirty angel, wings soiled with sin
Wings too weighted to fly
Heart too heavy to care
No more fight
No more life
Death and shadows reign in the nights of silence
Screams piercing the midnight skies as the dirty angel watches others fly


Dirty angel, bleeding from within

Running scared
Soul ripped and torn
Clambering for the door
Never finding escape
Death and shadows reign in the nights of silence
Screams piercing the midnight skies as the dirty angel watches others fly


Dirty angel, fearful to the core

Scurrying forever
Forever more
Light and love a distant memory
Dark ever present
Death and shadows reign in the nights of silence
Screams piercing the midnight skies as the dirty angel watches others fly